id: 6009 - Text: I liked meth BECAUSE of the sex and that aspect of it and yes the porn was ridiculous too
No other reason
So i can see what hes saying about the crack and prostitution
id: 6119 - Text: I shouldn’t do this because I’m not a psychologist and I hate projecting diagnosis on people without knowing them. In my experience he sounds like he is bipolar but doesn’t realize it. What signaled it to me is the extreme manic periods where he has to spend everything, the lack of control, the intense insatiable need for drugs, pornography and sex. I think the drugs are masking it.
id: 6163 - Text: Stop the porn. Its a lie to steal kill and distroy.
id: 6187 - Text: He was raised in church, or maybe was a preacher's kid. They are the wildest! Or he could have had sinning shoved down his through growing up. That's what I see about him. He knows doing drugs, and having sex with being married is wrong in Gods eyes. He also knows, Jesus took those strips, to heal us of our sickness. Addiction is a form of sickness. But it's so much fun, and wild, it's hard to give it up. You want to be rebellious, to be your own person. But you know your sinning. You become scared to death to sin. So you get straight again, live right by our belife. Then a trigger happens. Back to going to HELL!! So loving porn, and sex, fantasizing of of a women giving you head, means you going to hell. It's lust pure evil. Who wants to go to hell, when you truly have felt the love of Jesuse Chris the Lord. But when you feel how much fun sin is, you crave more. Then your head is fucked up, because you're riding the fence, or living in gray, and its either left or right to white or black in never sitting on the fence, or being gray. I would stand at my glass door, with my forehead pressed upon it, saying I wish I could go outside, I wish I could go outside. But I knew if I did I would sin. And I smoked weed. I was already sinning. I did not do anything else. But what if I said a cuss word, what if I lied to my parents about not somking week, at 27, 30, 35, 40, and all the years in between. Now at 40 I started METH. My parents get on to me everyday don't do any meth today. I spend 40.00 a week. I will not, don't want to spend anymore. But my friend did it,so I would do it. We would do our nails,
adult color, word search, lottery tickets bingos. Then she went to prison, and I stopped, I don't like the shit. Old friend come around, she did allow weed around meth. So it was METH again. But it didn't faze me, until 5 months ago. I'm turning 47 yrs old Aug 22,21 the last 5 mths I started feeling different. But instead of energy, and not eating, I would fall asleep, and get hungry. So I started asking if my friend noticed, and asked her if anyone else notices something different going on. After about 2 mths my friend said man this shit is making me sleepy and I'm eating like crazy. That's when I started hearing about fentanyl. I'm scar d to death. I don't want to be sinning and die of fentanyl. And I know Patrick is thinking the same thing. It has been in graved in his head, and taught, how nasty it is to watch porn, sex addict, sleep with hookers, you will burn with diseases, doing drugs, and drink alcohol, with destroy your brain. It's terrifying to thank I'll die from fentanyl, and go to hell, because I was sinning. Thank you!
Please send help!!!
id: 6321 - Text: The fantasy with porn while smoking crack is a demon. Its crazy how the enemy can infiltrate out bodies with such thoughts. Please pray for the salvation of this man. Jesus open this mans eyes to see the truth. Make him sober and make him your testimony.
id: 6336 - Text: He had hit it before 4 or 5 times, then he hit it right.......I rember that hit, and the woman or porn spot on, I haven't used in 7 years I'll never forget the time I hit the pipe rite, flashbacks even, ladies, please never try it
id: 6685 - Text: Everything he saying is exactly the same thing my ex-husband 8 years ago was exactly the same way exactly every single thing and is really sad Ignoring the phone the pornography the way he wants the sex to be done everything is really sick is really sad he’s really uncontrollable that’s why we divorced !!!
id: 6949 - Text: I’m 52 days clean. I had the same porn addiction he does. I never went with the hookers cause I didn’t want to have to share my rock. It’s so dark and shameful. Still have cravings and that sucks. Crack will destroy you. I was giving everything away for it.
id: 7179 - Text: Ahh being geeked out is the worst. I can’t believe he can even talk properly. I used to get like this and hide out in a dark basement with porn playing consistently. No fucking way I would talk to a soul